Soon, Valentine's day comes. 2 more days I say? A happy day for some. And a very depressing day for some.
Me? Valentine's day never cheer me up. I see it more a like the day where I waste my money for someone I can't get. But not anymore for this year. I no longer believe in Valentine's day. Also I no longer believe that love can bring happiness. I see it more as despair than happiness.
And again I don't want to think it like that, I want someone to prove me damn wrong. And of course, no one wants to.
I never receive things for that day. Well perhaps cause I suck? Well that's the only answer I have in mind.
I do jealous though, since her guy will definitely do something romantic with her. From my point of view, I think they are going to last for very long... Not certain but I just... Believe this negative shit.
Even though I'm totally down in the inside, my face always smiles. That's what the elders always asked the youngsters to do.
I don't want to imagine what they are going to do in the next 2 days.. I'm terrible in the inside already.
Of course they are going to go for a date romantically, I can't deny that fact.
-Disbelieve-